Life has been ordinary in an extraordinary way. I have found something very special here in California. I can't quite put my finger on it yet, but I know it's here. My days are filled with searching: for a job, for the next step in life, for a cheap plane ticket to the perfect country, for new places to discover, for my passions to suddenly manifest into a perfect career... and waiting: for the answer that I know I am not going to get until it is the right time. The perfect time & the perfect answer. And at that time I will know. Just like I know that being here is the perfect answer for me now, in this moment. Because deep down, you always know, don't you? Fear will try it's best to cloud your vision, to tell you that you are less than what you are and that you deserve less than what you want. Sometimes, you need to give up the search for what's next, push away all fear and inhibitions, and finally just live your dreams, whatever they may be.