I absolutely cannot wait for my British friend Izi to come in just 2 days. I need it- I'm starting to question if I am truly living or if I am just an American robot in a routine, just like the rest of 'em. I know Izi will bring the excitement and joy back to my life that I need to get this life kickstarted again. I feel like I have tunnel vision and that I've been on autopilot for too long now. It's time to get to my destination or at least look outside and see some beauty in the world around me.